Spring is in my soul

Spring has come finally into my soul :) Smile on my lips, wind in my hair and hope in my heart... I am still waiting for my one and only. I hope he will come one day to make me happy...yes...I am romantic...but spring has come...what can I do with it? :)))
Well, my adventure with chatrussianbrides.com continues and I already have about 5 admirers...wow!!!... and they write letters and chat with me almost every day. I have bought a web camera and it made my chat with them more interesting. I must say video chat is very interesting thing, because while chatting I can see and hear a man from other part of the world like he would be hear, nest room. I can hear his voice and music he listens to at the moment, I can look into his eyes and enjoy his smile, he can send me kisses and wink me :) That's funny! What is a progress in our life!!! I have couple of free hours every night, so it is my new hobby to chat with all those foreigners and to know something new about their way of life or some news. To tell the truth I don't feel something special to anyone, we talk like friends and I like this frankness we have, because I know they talk to other women on the site, and they know about my other foreigne friends. I like this situation and it makes me feel that Internet dating is not such dirty and dishonest think as I have heard. At least yet...

a few days later...

Well, I've been very busy las few days, because of women's day and all hollidays. But all those days I've been chating with several men at chatrussianbrides.com. Two of them were Americans and one from Canada. It wasn't good chat with those Americans, because one of them was unserious and at once asked me about doing something erotic on the webcam. I was shoked, because it is not my rule - to show my body to someone I know for 5 minutes!!! The second was serious, but not very sociable. I asked questions all the time, and he even didn't ask about my name. So, I decided to talk to him only to practice my English :)
Canadian man was quite interesting, he asked questions all the time, was curious enaugh, smart and funny. He told me about his job (he workes for government), interests and free time. I've asked him about his reasons to meet Russian girl and he said he wasn't lucky with Canadian women, because they were too much in their career and all they wanted - to make money, to have fun and to go shopping with their female friends. They didn't want to have family at their 30's. I reilised one thing: western women are not ready to start family until 30-35. It is normal there to have baby at 40. Here in Ukraine we have the same situation, but our girls are ready for family life at 25, so much earlier then western women. I think that is why Russian and Ukrainian girls are so desireable for western men.
I didn't chat with my admirer, he was busy with his job. But I've got a letter from him, where he asked about time I am going to be in chat, so I hope to talk to him soon :)

Chat is very interesting thing :)

My adventure at chatrussianbrides.com is getting more and more interesting. Yesterday, when I loged in to chek my mail box and to write a couple of letters, I've got chat invitation from a man. It is all new to me, so it was quite interesting to try. I accepted invitation and have got a couple of compliments from a man. It was very pleasant and it made my mood :) "Hello", hello, "how are you?", and you? and so on, questions and answers, jokes and serious discussion, so we forgote about time at once. I mut say chat is much more interesting than email correspondence. It takes all your attention and you can feel the person from other part of the world. I was chatting and thinking about his emotions and feelings. And then I was surprised when he asked if I have a webcam. I said "No", but he said "I have it". He asked if I wanted to look at him. Hmmm, it made me think a couple of minutes, because during our previous chat I made a picture in my mind about his appearance, and I was affraid a little to compare this picture with his real appearance. But very nice man appeared on the webcam, so I relaxed :) He was dark- heared with green eyes, in good phisical shape, tall and with charming smile. I decided that I was lucky enaugh to chat with such a nice man, instead of ugly fat or bald man :)

We have been chatting for 2 hours, discussing different thems from likes and dislikes up to politics and religion. It was very interesting experience for me. I decided to not hurry with buying webcam, because I want him to know me as a person first of all, and then to show him how I look like in real life. Of course, he saw pics in my profile, but pictures don't tell about real person's character and nature.

Today I am waiting for our second online date :) I hope to know something interesting about him. And I have a couple of hot questions :)

why and maybe

I've got one more letter from my admirer yesterday. And that letter made me think about some things. He wrote he has never been married, mooreover he hadn't luck with American women. It made me think "why"? Now I have too many "maybe"... Maybe he is ugly fat guy :), maybe he is normal, but has bad character, maybe he doesn't know how to treat women, maybe he is ideal man and just didn't meet right woman to make family. I don't know what to think... I have to ask him about this. Why he is a memeber of that dating site? Does he really want to create happy family, or Internet dating is just easy way for him to talk to woman? Does he have trubbles with communication? I don't think so, because he writes good letters. So, I have lot's of questions and I want to have answers.

By the way, I've got a couple of new letters, but they didn't take my attention. I realised that most of men prefer to write standard letter and to send it to each woman. I don't like such letters, because I try to put a piece of my soul and heart in every letter I write and want to get the same in returne.

I realised one thing - Internet dating is very interesting, but very strange thing. It is interesting, because distant communication with people from other countries is something new in my life. It is strange, because you are not sure, you can't trust person your write to, you have too many questions about that person, too many "Why" and "Maybe".

I know one thing for sure - after posting my profile at chatrussianbrides.com I have got many things to think about. I am not sure in my search result, but I already have brain training :) Not bad, I think :)))))

First results :)

As I wrote before, I posted my profile at chatrussianbrides.com. As I understood, they are not mass site - something what I was looking for. In two days after my profile's publication I have got a few letters from men!!! My first letters!!! It was quite interesting to read them. Two letters as I understood were standard first letters, because they didn't content my name and didn't give any personal info about men. But the third letter was written personally for me and was long and detailed. That was a letter from man of 39 y.o. somewhere from US. I like his way of life, because he leads active life style and is in good shape. He wrote me about his interests, family, past relationship and his dreams for future. I can say I like the way he writes letters. Of course, I replied him with some information about me and my life. I've asked him to send me some pictures and can't wait to look at them, because I still don't know how he looks like. So, I am waiting for his letters and pictures. I understand that was just first letter, but I am romantic and already hope for something good from this correspondence. Life is good :)